Simplicity
Today simplicity has been on my mind.
After so much time I have anxiously ran and stressed to complete my internal to-do-list, anticipating life,
I stop to breathe, pray, meditate and think -
"If I am pushing so much,
stress, and time in this direction with little to no results,
actually ending up most of the time exactly where I was before
- despite all of my efforts,
even trying new ways to achieve the same goal with the same boomerang effect..."
In a spiritual and reality driven mindset, the boomerang effect is a situation defined as clearly failed attempts that should be understood as pushing in the wrong direction.
Therefore the definition of insanity is further defined being characterized as irrationality;
So the boomerang effect in our own lives should serve as a sign, a reflection of attempts in the wrong direction
So without further ado to continue my meditative thought, i did self talk to myself the following:
" I am enough.
I know I have tried enough.
I am constantly doing more effort that I possibly can, and more than I initially believed I could,
to get where I need to be,
as a person, as a family member, as a coworker, as a partner, as a soul...
so now is the time to
stop - 🚫
to stop
anticipating, expecting, pushing, demanding, running, yearning, wanting....
now is the time to
accept. ☑️
accept my current situation
accept and understand my efforts to improve the situation
accept I am not in full control of my situation
accept my own limitations
accept I may or may not have everything in my life the way I would like it to be
accept the pain, discomfort, impatience,
pray to Gd and give it to Him, the Creator
- let Gd take full control.
and
- surrender
surrender to life
surrender to truth
surrender to gratefulness
surrender to & accept the uncertainty
surrender to & accept the fear and anxiety
surrender to & accept the "failures"
✳️Be fully present
❇️Be fully alive
✳️Be fully love
❇️Be fully acceptance
✳️Be fully truth
Be simplicity -
and just let life, go on."
