Thursday, October 22, 2020

Simplicity

Simplicity
 Today simplicity has been on my mind. 
After so much time I have anxiously ran and stressed to complete my internal to-do-list, anticipating life, 

I stop to breathe, pray, meditate and think - 

"If I am pushing so much, 
stress, and time in this direction with little to no results, 
actually ending up most of the time exactly where I was before 
- despite all of my efforts, 
even trying new ways to achieve the same goal with the same boomerang effect..."

In a spiritual and reality driven mindset, the boomerang effect is a situation defined as clearly failed attempts that should be understood as pushing in the wrong direction.

Therefore the definition of insanity is further defined being characterized as irrationality;

So the boomerang effect in our own lives should serve as a sign, a  reflection of attempts in the wrong direction

So without further ado to continue my meditative thought, i did self talk to myself the following:

" I am enough. 
I know I have tried enough. 
I am constantly doing more effort that I possibly can, and more than I initially believed I could, 
to get where I need to be, 
as a person, as a family member, as a coworker, as a partner, as a soul... 

so now is the time to 
stop - 🚫

to stop 
anticipating, expecting, pushing, demanding, runningyearning, wanting....

now is the time to 
accept. ☑️

accept my current situation
accept and understand my efforts to improve the situation
accept I am not in full control of my situation
accept my own limitations
accept I may or may not have everything in my life the way I would like it to be
accept the pain, discomfort, impatience, 
pray to Gd and give it to Him, the Creator 

- let Gd take full control.
and
- surrender

surrender to life
surrender to truth
surrender to gratefulness
surrender to & accept the uncertainty
surrender to & accept the fear and anxiety
surrender to & accept the "failures"


✳️Be fully present

❇️Be fully alive

✳️Be fully love

❇️Be fully acceptance

✳️Be fully truth

Be simplicity - 

and just let life, go on."

Tuesday, October 20, 2020

Authenticity


Authenticity

Don't let other's superficial opinions or doubts interfere with your natural talents and discovering your authentic self. 

You are here on this earth and you are who you are because no one else can do you like you.

So do the Creator, the universe, the world, your community and yourself a favor ... find your real talents & practice them, pursue them appropriately with pure joy, gratefulness, and full heart. 

Do what you know best, and the rest will come naturally as you are going along your way, doing only what you can do, being the you that only you can be. 😊♥️

Sunday, October 18, 2020

Tying a Bow

Tying a Bow 
~ lessons to learn

The other day I was met again with my lifetime struggle of learning to tie a bow in just the right way, 
with just the right motions, just the right amount of gentle yet assertive tug to complete the bow's strength & overall appeal... 
and something came to me,  the discipline necessary to tie this simple bow... 
reminds me of the discipline necessary in life to accomplish each day to day, or the saying "easier said than done."
The positive news is that over time and with experience we learn techniques to better manage something that yesterday was new.


Sunday, October 11, 2020

Birthday time | Personal Experience with Astrology studies

"And Gd said, "Let there be luminaries in the expanse of the heavens, to separate between the day and between the night, and they shall be for signs and for appointed seasons and for days and years." (Genesis 1:14)


Today I would like to share my personal experience concerning the study of Astrology and why I come to my current perspective today on the topic of the stars. 🌟

There are many varied reasons to initiate delving into the study of astrology. 

Some study just for fun, out of habit, anxiety over what the future holds, to gain a little extra money on the side preparing astrology "readings", to make "compatibility charts" for couples, in an effort to find the truth, ... just a short list among other possible reasons.

My intense research of astrology  began 6 years ago in the year 2014, I was 15 years old in 9th grade of high school. 
At that time, I was undergoing tremendous stress and pressure in my school & personal life, as most teenagers at my age were. I wanted clarity and spiritual revelation in a world of pressure & confusion.

What I already knew about astrology is a closely held tradition in my family, 
my mother was constantly reminded by my grandmother of the time known as your "bad time", 
the time around the date you were born, the closer it is to your birthday, the more dangerous for your life, 
as it seems your soul is closer to the spiritual and therefore your body (opposite of spiritual) is automatically vulnerable to sudden accidents, emotional fluctuations, injuries, and even fatal incidents that can unexpectedly take a person from this life around the time of their birthday.
Take some time to notice when many people have left this world unexpectedly, ex: on the news, many times it was close to their birthday.

also, an individual's "bad time" can also endanger those in immediate physical proximity to them, so look after them as well.


With this background in mind, I already had a curiosity to know more about what astrology is but never really delved further.
At that time in my life 6 years ago then, I took every moment I had free to study astrology. I wanted to study much more than just the sun and the moon, I wanted to know all the little details. 

Over time I found out about asteroids, pallas, juno, ceres, vesta, and planetary points such as Ascendant, Midhaven, IC, DC, North & South Node, Midpoints, etc... I would go to the school library and study in the morning, at lunch, and whenever I stayed after school. 
I learned so much, I could talk about my findings for hours on end.


In the past before studying astrology I hadn't been able to think much positive about an individual, and was always prone to constantly highlighting negative points about myself & others in my head in a narrow minded way.
Over time I learned the primary inclinations of each individual and I was then able to connect to my fellow humans more compassionately, effectively and meaningfully.

With this new Astrology - Catagorizing mindset I was also more open and accepting of embracing what the future holds without hesitation, no matter what it be. Accepting that life itself is a learning process. I knew Gd supervises everything. And I didn't study astrology alone, I constantly prayed to Gd and followed my intuition, as I wanted to find the whole truth, and didn't expect astrology to serve as my mental-organizing-crutch forever.

I was able to see more in the long run and the big picture. How the little details are superficial and unimportant, and how some decisions at specific times in our life can change everything for less or more challenge, depending on the direction chosen. 

How very important it is to understand the limitations and possibilities for growth at a certain time period, and know when it is time to close a chapter and start a new one. 
When to just let go, let things be as they are. 
When to fight tooth & nail to make things right or just simply to survive.

My conclusion at the end of my half decade of study is that generalizing an individual with astrology is useless. 
Each individual has a bit of everything, and in the right place and time they can seem to be an entirely different individual. 
That is why choosing where to be in this world is so important, it really affects how we deal with the world and vice-versa.
For instance, I am a Virgo sun, however many times I come across as appearing to be a Libra sun, as my family comments to me so often. There is really no way to generalize an individual. We are much more unique and transformative than what can be put into a box.

However, what still stands true through all of my studies of astrology is the "bad time" concept and the fact that moving or traveling to a different location will change how others see and interact with you, and vice-versa.

So, please pay attention to your safety and take care of yourself and those in your immediate proximity around your birthday!

Also, if you are not having the best experience in one place in this world, do some research and travel to see if living in another place fits your life better.


Saturday, October 3, 2020

Learning & Observations

A poster rested on the counter at the attendance office of my high school where I graduated said something along the lines,

" School teaches you for a test first and only afterwards you take the test.

Life tests you first and then teaches you after the test."


We are constantly in a process of learning and being challenged in life, from the first day of life to the very last.

Like my grandfather of honored memory used to say, 
"everyday you should be able to reflect on something new you have learned."

No one has a "One-size-fits-all" approach to every specific situation in life & situations, opinions, attitudes, and perspectives are constantly evolving. 
However obvious it is that there exists only one truth, but endless ways to perceive and interpret that truth.

We must be patient with ourselves through this process of life, a lifetime of constant learning.